Life Shenaniganz

I’m an over thinker and with that comes late nights. I have a shit sleep schedule and I cannot seem to overcome it no matter what time I go to bed or how tired I feel. Laying there restlessly or waking up again to just be awake. To be honest, I haven’t really gone to bed before 4AM since the few previous months of an ending 2017. It’s probably because of my night shift part-time where I work from at least 5:30PM to whenever we finish everything which gets to around 10:00PM. From there I get home, eat, shower, and just lay there. Either texting the little people I have or endlessly scrolling through social media. But for the most part I’m awake because I ate and took a hot shower that wakes me right back up again, who knows. I get stressed out sometimes because I love sleeping but recently trying to sleep has become my worst enemy. And just getting to sleep with things being constantly on your mind.  About people, consequences, reactions, what you did, how you did, ...